One could start with the gross
explanations of emptiness taught by the lower schools and gradually
progress up to the most subtle, the Prasangika. Thats
how the four schools came into being. The lower schools were
steps to the higher ones, leading ultimately to the Prasangika.
So even though the views of these various schools seem to contradict
each other, actually theyre a method for gradually developing
through study and meditation the Prasangika view.
How to meditate on emptiness
In case you
are interested in practicing meditation on emptiness, Im
going to explain a couple of simple but quite helpful techniques
for doing so.
The first
technique is one
that I often mention during meditation courseswalking
meditation on emptiness. This is a kind of mindfulness
meditation but its much more profound than the usual
mindfulness of walking where you simply maintain awareness of
"Im walking" and so forth. If you can practice
that kind of mindfulness of walking"Im walking"you
can also practice mindfulness of stealing while robbing a bank
or picking somebodys pocket"Im stealing."
Actually, if you are stealing, its probably not such a
bad idea to be mindfulotherwise you might get caught!
Mindfulness meditation should be
more than just watching what you are doing. What you really
need to watch is your motivation. If you dont watch
your mind, you dont know whats motivating your actions.
What you should be doing is detecting negative motivation,
the cause of suffering, and changing it into positive. You should
be applying your meditation like a medicine to the eradication
of harmful thoughts, the delusionsthe disturbing emotions
that harm yourself and others. You need to eradicate these and
make your mind healthy and your attitude beneficial, just as
the Buddha explained in the verse I quoted before:
Do not engage in any harmful
actions;
Perform only those that are
good
.
Abandon non-virtue, the cause of
suffering, and practice virtue, the cause of happiness. Transform
negative motivation into positive so that your actions will
become virtuous. In this way you will not waste your life but
make it meaningful. At least you wont be harming yourself
or others.
The way to practice more meaningful
mindfulness is this. For example, when youre sitting or
when youre walking, ask yourself the question, "What
am I doing?" Then your mind will answer, "Im
sitting," "Im walking," "Im
eating," depending on what it is that youre doing.
"Im cooking," "Im talking."
Whatever you are doing, you can meditate on emptiness.
One way in which you can do this
is to reply to the answer "Im walking" with
another question: "Why do I say Im walking?"
Then you analyze; you look for the reason. What you find is,
"The only reason I say this is that my aggregate of body,
the base I label "I," is walking." Your body
is walkingjust because of that, your mind labels and believes
"Im walking."
After youve done that, check
how your I appears to you at that moment. Is it the same as
before or has there been a change? Usually youll find
that its not the same, that theres been a definite
change. Suddenly, the old view of a real I in your body, appearing
from that side, the I you have always believed to be there in
your body, has vanished, become non-existent. And thats
the truth. Its not a false view. The old I was the false
one.
When you do not meditate, do not
analyze, the I that appears to you and in which you believethe
I that seems to be on these aggregates, in this bodyis
the false one. In philosophical texts, we refer to that I as
inherently existent or existing by nature. In Western psychological
terms, we call it the "emotional I." The emotional
Ithe one that you believe is in your body or on your aggregatesis
totally non-existent. That is what you have to discoverthat
its empty. You have to discover that it is totally non-existent,
totally empty.
If you can realize thatthat
theres not even the slightest atom of an I thereand
feel as if you yourself have become totally non-existent,
you have entered the Middle Way. At that time, when you realize
emptiness, you gain full conviction, or definite understanding,
that you can attain liberation, you can cease all suffering
and its cause.
Remain in the state of your discovery
of the absence of the emotional I. Keep your mind in the emptiness
of that. When your mind gets distracted, again ask yourself
the question, "What am I doing?" Then, when your mind
replies, ask again, "Why do I say Im doing
?
Theres no reason other than
," whatever it is.
If the answer is, "Im meditating," ask yourself,
"Why do I say Im meditating?" Theres
no reason other than the fact that the base, the aggregates
of mind, are transforming into virtue (which is what meditation
really means). Then check again to see what effect this has
had on your I. Has there been a change or not?
Doing this meditation again and
again helps you see the false I more and more clearly. The more
clearly you see the false I, the emotional I, the I that doesnt
exist, the more clearly you see, the better you recognize, emptinessthe
better idea of emptiness you get.